Memories

I lie awake at night – the thoughts don’t wanna leave
Maybe the others, but myself – I can’t deceive
It’s not a game to play – this is the life you live
So tired of being tired – with nothing left to give
 
But never will you know what I’ve become
After all these days, the memories they fade away
But I know, there are still debts I’ll have to pay
 
I feel this growing pain – that no one else can see
Have to kill this feeling inside – before it’s killing me
I try to breathe now but – it’s like I’m being choked
Try to forget but somehow – all those things evoked
 
But never will you know what I’ve become
After all these days, the memories they fade away
But I know, there are still debts I’ll have to pay
 
I’ve died, much time ago
But I am, still here
I’ve lied, to myself, it’s too late, too late
 
But never will you know what I’ve become
You will never change but I am moving on